Ego is built on social rewards and physiological pleasures. It is then torn down by punishment and pain, and searches the mechanical view for ‘excuses.’ But there is an organ that observes this. What would that be if not a self behind the Ego? It is not revealed by inspection so much as it is what remains by default of both that inspection and the object of the inspection. Neither reward nor pleasure, certainly not punishment, and not exactly pain -- all education of the underlying Self is de-frustration.
the obstacle, aphorism 367, A Human Strategy by Matt Berry
367 A: Is it more pleasant without the obstacle? B: Yes, but before I discovered that it was an obstacle, I was content. There was no inconvenience, and therefore, there was no obstacle. A: But if it is “better” without the obstacle, wouldn’t it be wise to look for other comfortable, and therefore invisible obstacles everywhere? A Human Strategy ** The Mechanics of Virtue ** Post-Atheism